There are many things I would trade for something which I really want, but then again I have to think of the consequences.
Though I truly long for it, I need to be rational.
When I’m rational, I find myself thinking through every nook and cranny of that issue.
And when I think, I really think, till I lose consciousness of what is happening around me and what I am doing at that moment.
So I backtrack and stop thinking, and now I put it aside in some corner in my brain.
I feel relieved, but then again…where’s the solution?
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Carene, I often read your blogs. I have one question to ask. WHY DO U ALWAYS WRITE ALL THESE STUFF WITH DEEP MEANING? Omigod, ur becoming kindda scary and deep. I hope KKM does something fast.
haha, don’t worry. i’m not suicidal or depressed or psychologically unstable. that’s the way i write my blogs. i don’t write about trivial stuff like food i tasted or some homliday events, or some show i watched. i’ll write stuff that i feel or think; more on the philosophical side sort of thing. i’ll realise something that all of us should be doing or thinking and that something isn’t what we’re doing, so i write la. haha, see…what i’m writing here is starting to be deep. susheel, i’m just a deep poetic person underneath that surface humour.